Wednesday, March 22

Little update.

Hello everyone!

It's currently 2pm and suddenly I'm in  "okaylah, nak update blog" kinda mood so here we go. 2 weeks ago I had my first exam and it was a tough week tho. Not being the same class as my last year's classmate was even tougher. Overall, I think I did my best on some subjects but I'm surely could've done better on other subjects. We'll see how my result turn out *praying* uhuks.

I'm right now on a school break. Yay! 3 days left actually, and I don't even know what the hell I did for the past 5 days. Most of the homeworks that I need to get it done are all from the week before the exam week. Leftovers.

Obviously I had  to be in the middle 

Oh and ya! I joined marching for my school (TDS) Sports Day. Oh my god you guys, me and the team spent 2 weeks practicing because most of the recruits were newbie so we don't really know how to "kawad like a pro". The commander was my best friend, Kintan(Intan)  so it's like learning it from a friend and surprisingly I enjoyed the practice. In fact I miss the team so much right now :(. This is my last year so I'm satisfied I did what I wanted to do and Alhamdulillah everything went well. Although we didn't win, the spirit we had was unbelievable. I would scream "Ilmu, Iman, Amal" and the rest would repeat after me and Adli continue with his "sama sama naik". It was funny but that's what make us KRS. We are not hambar like the others. I miss you guys so much if you guys are reading this.

This was captured 2 days ago. I was just lek-lek at home and suddenly Abang Saddam text me "Wanna lepak after maghrib?". Since I don't have to follow my mom anywhere so I asked Hanna and Intan to join us. It was a short meet up but it was good to see my friends and Abang Saddam after so long. Dah lepak mamak apa lagi teh ais and maggi goreng. That's my mamak choice. Hahaha. If Teacher Hidayah joined us, memang sure the table wouldn't be complete without Tosai (how do you spell it?).

Saturday, February 25

apa yang lebih penting ialah mereka yang tiada pengganti

it has been a while.

2017 has not been easy, i had a rough time starting it and i'm still trying to make it the best year. everyday is the same, woke up at 5 in the morning after that go to school, school are supposed to end at 1:05 but i have to stay in school for extra class.. at the end of the day i reached home around 5 and sometimes i got home around 7. it's only February but i'm already tired.

"as time passes by, you'll get hurt again"

i, now understand that phrase and personally i think it is true. maybe because i was so happy and now god wants me to feel how is it feel like to lost a person that i devoted my heart to. it hurts, a lot. i couldn't explain it by just typing like this. crying myself to sleep is normal now. i searched for happiness for my whole life and i found it but now the search continues...

i need you, i want to be happy with you.

Tuesday, January 17

It has always been like this

Hello everyone.

So, I've been really down lately because I don't know, maybe its just life. Life is crazy, one day you could be so happy eating out with friends, go on an awesome roller coaster ride but the next day you could just lie on your bed all day and feeling miserable. Like right now, I'm currently lying on my bed and writing this because I'm feeling miserable,sad and worthless. By the way, due to this situation I have a huge pimple on my forehead. One of my friends thought I hit something because the pimple is swollen. Ok that's an update. Hahaha.

Okay now back to the topic.

My life has always been like this. I mean one day I could be extremely happy but the next day I could be sad all day. Like right now, even the simplest things could upset me real deep. Then, I feel empty because I can't have anyone that I can talk to. I'm really picky when it comes to sharing my feelings. Sometimes, I don't even share my problems with my close friends. Ahaks but now I'm trying to share as much as possible because I know if I keep my feelings I will be more hurt.

2017 started not very well for me but I'm still working to make it one of the best years of my life. Please be good 2017.

I got a lot of face mask from Nature Republic directly from Korea from my aunt (thank you) !

This little things makes me really happy. I also got a new perfume but I don't wear it to school because I have the "school perfume". Do you guys have your own "school perfume"?

I'm not a big fan of this perfume but my brother got it for me so I'm going to use it anyway.

I think that's all for now. I'm still sad but it's alright. This quote helps me to motivate myself. I hope it inspires you guys too.