Friday, March 31

First place for Sudut Anti Dadah 2017

Hello and good evening!

Every year my school will be having a campaign against drugs for a whole week and there is a must for me to join the activities that has been planned. Actually I did join a competition . It was a really last minute plan. By I mean last minute it is the day before the competition. It was "Pertandingan Sudut Anti Dadah". I did join it last year but my team didn't win but this year......... *drum roll* we won first place for it!!!!

Honestly, we wasn't expecting that we're going to win. Seeing our rivals came out with fun games and nice backdrop did bring my team down a little but I think our intention to actually make the students realize how bad drugs are in life helped our team to win. Thank god.


Hanna, Priesha, Fiona and Hanis were my teammates and they were the best teammates I could ever ask for. Priesha was our model (a drug addict) and someone ask me "Why is your drug addict looks like a pretty model" Hahaha couldn't deny that Priesha still looks pretty after all the make ups we put on her face. I was the one who explain things to the students with Hanis and Fiona incharge for the games. Hanna just checking out how our rivals were doing she was the "spy" I would say HAHAHA.



We gave out ribbons, button badges and bookmarks to the students so they will have the spirit to fight against drugs. The students enjoyed the games we prepared for them and it was a satisfying feeling for sure. We skipped class for the competition but the teacher Whatsapp-ed us the homeworks we had for that day. Hahaha look how efficient my teachers are.


I learned a valuable lesson from this competition. Which is looks are not important, what's  important is what's inside your heart. But if you have "the look" that's an extra point. Same goes to the competition, if you only have pretty informations but you don't know how to explain it or make people realize how bad drugs are. It's nothing.

Lastly, thank you teammates, thank you TDS.


This was from this morning, haha I don't even know why we did pose for this picture Qila haha.

Wednesday, March 22

Little update.

Hello everyone!

It's currently 2pm and suddenly I'm in  "okaylah, nak update blog" kinda mood so here we go. 2 weeks ago I had my first exam and it was a tough week tho. Not being the same class as my last year's classmate was even tougher. Overall, I think I did my best on some subjects but I'm surely could've done better on other subjects. We'll see how my result turn out *praying* uhuks.

I'm right now on a school break. Yay! 3 days left actually, and I don't even know what the hell I did for the past 5 days. Most of the homeworks that I need to get it done are all from the week before the exam week. Leftovers.

Obviously I had  to be in the middle 

Oh and ya! I joined marching for my school (TDS) Sports Day. Oh my god you guys, me and the team spent 2 weeks practicing because most of the recruits were newbie so we don't really know how to "kawad like a pro". The commander was my best friend, Kintan(Intan)  so it's like learning it from a friend and surprisingly I enjoyed the practice. In fact I miss the team so much right now :(. This is my last year so I'm satisfied I did what I wanted to do and Alhamdulillah everything went well. Although we didn't win, the spirit we had was unbelievable. I would scream "Ilmu, Iman, Amal" and the rest would repeat after me and Adli continue with his "sama sama naik". It was funny but that's what make us KRS. We are not hambar like the others. I miss you guys so much if you guys are reading this.


This was captured 2 days ago. I was just lek-lek at home and suddenly Abang Saddam text me "Wanna lepak after maghrib?". Since I don't have to follow my mom anywhere so I asked Hanna and Intan to join us. It was a short meet up but it was good to see my friends and Abang Saddam after so long. Dah lepak mamak apa lagi teh ais and maggi goreng. That's my mamak choice. Hahaha. If Teacher Hidayah joined us, memang sure the table wouldn't be complete without Tosai (how do you spell it?).

Saturday, February 25

apa yang lebih penting ialah mereka yang tiada pengganti




it has been a while.

2017 has not been easy, i had a rough time starting it and i'm still trying to make it the best year. everyday is the same, woke up at 5 in the morning after that go to school, school are supposed to end at 1:05 but i have to stay in school for extra class.. at the end of the day i reached home around 5 and sometimes i got home around 7. it's only February but i'm already tired.

"as time passes by, you'll get hurt again"

i, now understand that phrase and personally i think it is true. maybe because i was so happy and now god wants me to feel how is it feel like to lost a person that i devoted my heart to. it hurts, a lot. i couldn't explain it by just typing like this. crying myself to sleep is normal now. i searched for happiness for my whole life and i found it but now the search continues...

i need you, i want to be happy with you.